Nothing too deep or personal here.
Just happy I've been able to stick to my bulk and fitness routine with out swinging to one side or another.
All my lifts have improved, I can visibly see myself getting bigger and it just motivates me to continue on this path.
It's a big leap from my intense calorie counting and just plain not enough food days late last year. Looking back I guess running 8-10 kilometers every day at an insane pace was pretty impressive but I did it everyday...and for like 4 or 5 months. I dropped down to 150 pounds (I now am 180) and was pretty darn thin. Luckily I smartened up before I became insanely skinny but the issues with self image were very much alive during that period and I feel like that pressure and anxiety is off a lot.
I mean the pressure still bugs me every once and a while but it won't stop me from eating in proportion to my activity level to maintain a balance knowing I am on the right track.
Basically I am comfortable with my physical self. More comfortable then I have been in a long while.
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